rainy day funk

It's been raining all day here. Surprisingly (or not, I can't decide), the rain hasn't affected my mood. I hate rain when I have to go to class in it, but today, there has been something soothing -- therapeutic, even -- about it.

With that said, I've been completely worthless all day. I had an early doctor's appointment, which just ruined me for the entire day. (This appointment was scheduled for me after surgery. Personally, I would never intentionally schedule an appointment that early on a day when there's no reason for me to be up before noon. I told myself that the benefit of being there so early was that I wouldn't have to wait, and I was satisfied with this.)

I arrived on time for my appointment, knowing that because it was just a follow-up, there would be no paperwork. I waited 30 minutes for the nurse to take me back to the exam room. I waited almost 20 minutes before the doctor saw me.

He looked in my throat and my ears, asked me a couple of questions.. we exchanged pleasantries, shook hands, and it was over. The entire interaction couldn't have lasted more than five minutes. Glad I waited almost an hour for that.

Anyway, I came home and slept for three hours and I've just been eh all day. I felt better after sleeping some more, but I just haven't been able to motivate myself to do anything other than watch tv and eat cookies and blog all day.


I have to make myself to something outside the house tomorrow. We'll see what happens.